Friday, February 16, 2007
i used to be alive inside.at one point in my life... i felt alive.now... there is just nothing.i used to be able to cry when i said goodbye...and i would listen when someone told me i was beautiful.i...
View ArticleTuesday, February 27, 2007
god. amazing how it still hurts. amazing how it cuts me down... right through my heart. absolutely amazing. i never do this. after last time. after i was hurt last time... i stopped. i never let this...
View ArticleTuesday, February 27, 2007
by my sideyou'll never be.by my sideyou'll never be.cause i'm fake at the seams,i'm lost in my dreams.i want you to knowthat i can't let you go.and you're never coming home againand you're never coming...
View ArticleSunday, March 25, 2007
why am i always ready to love...when i have no one to love.the alcohol should have kicked in by now...i shouldnt feel like this.i just want to be able to say i love you.and mean it.and feel it.and i cant.
View ArticleThursday, April 12, 2007
im not having a good day today.its just waking up and knowing something is missing.its waking up and wondering why things are the way they are now.its remembering how he was there.i just...i dont get...
View ArticleThursday, April 19, 2007
oh, i miss you.i miss being overwhelmed by you.i keep thinking that you'll wake me up with a whisper in my eari keep hoping that you'll sneak in my room.
View ArticleMonday, April 23, 2007
i dont know if its the fact that we laid in my bed and watched the red sox game...or if its the fact of how well i fit.how i put my head on his arm... and we wrapped our legs together and his other arm...
View ArticleMonday, April 30, 2007
sometimes i wish he understood how he always makes me feel like i am not good enough. nothing i do is good enough. he did it all through our relationship... and he is still doing it. he will never...
View ArticleWednesday, May 09, 2007
he was the only one who told me i was beautiful...at a moment when it mattered.
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